wandering thoughts...my K-World

FACING THE TRUTH ABOUT THE PAST I always thought first love without closure will always be special and will take priority when the time for it to re appear in the lives of both lovers from the past. There's something about first love that will always make hearts flutter. First love is classic. It stays forever even if memories are painful. No Shi Hoon is not only Ji Yeon's first love [the story did not tell but I believe he was] but he was the man who was almost her husband in the past. His sudden appearance in her life when her heart are already starting to flutter to a young handsome Dong Ha halted, made her confused. I think it is understandable that all memories together with all her feelings for Shi Hoon came rushing back, catching up on her suddenly. They have a past, beautiful and painful they may seem. Still, she loved No Shi Hoon. She waited for him even after the day of the wedding passed by. No reason, no excuses, he just disappeared from her life. No cl...

Trying to move on... But how to move forward when one's heart is wavering. When one is confused, not happy with her choice.  One is moving forward hurting, one is wavering and another is letting go. This is the story of episode 11 and 12. Our OTP Ji Yeon and Dong Ha are both trying to move forward separately as normal as possible. Of the two, Dong Ha is the one having a hard time accepting the fact that Ji Yeon chose Shi Hoon. Age seems to be one of the factor why Ji Yeon is hesitating to lean towards Dong Ha. She is wavering and confused. She doesn't know her own feelings if she will be honest with herself. She may have picked Shi Hoon but in her mind there is Dong Ha, always keeping her occupied and restless, even in Shi Hoon's presence. In her drunken state, she went and slept in Dong Ha's bedroom. Seems she is missing Dong Ha badly her unconscious mind is leading her to him. Dong Ha should be happy but it only made him sad. Shi Hoo...

Omo! My heart jumped at this confession and pleading at the same time! The back hug always gives me that special feeling. It's like owning or being possessive of the person you really love. Dong Ha acted on the moment. He had too. He had to let her know he wants to be chosen. He wants to be given the chance.  I think this is the perfect ending for this episode. Dong Ha is acting a man despite the age difference. Oh, I wish Ji Yeon will not break his poor heart. But I have a feeling it's not going to be Dong Ha, for now. Let me be wrong, writernim. Jebal! Continuing from episode 7, Ji Yeon struggles with Shi Hoon coming back  and asking her to a new start. There are so many unraveled secrets, why he was gone. I think Shi Hoon has no plans of telling her about his accident, about the gunshot, the wound it caused, him in a comatose state for awhile and waking up too late for the wedding. But Dong Ha came to know about the facts when he noticed the rings and con...